The benefit that have the self-taught.

"The benefit that have the self-taught.
That is not to depend on people to keep their prides intact.
The autarky, that is to not be dependent on the collusions and pacts.
Society judges us only on appearances, or on our actions.
Sadly today, there are few true real relations that remain compact.
Few welded the links supposed to be unwavering that we can keep intact.
Many people talk about love and friendship, but rarely follow the action. "
BY: Avilon Joel  

FRENCH VERSION :

"L' avantage que ont les autodidactes .
C' est de ne dépendre de personnes ,de garder leurs fiertés intactes .
L' autarcie , c' est de ne pas être dépendant des collusions , des pactes .
La société nous juges que sur les apparences ,ou sur nos actes .
Malheureusement de nos jours , rares demeurent les vrais relations compactes .
Peu soudés , les liens censés indefectibles , que l' on peut garder intactes .
Beaucoup de gens parlent d' amour et d' amitiés , mais rarement suivent les actes ."
BY : Avilon Joel 

I finally understand this quote, the more I follow you, the more you flee from me.

"I finally understand this quote, the more I follow you, the more you flee from me.
Because why, when I always likes and supports the projects of most of my friends .
Rare are those who like my projects and support me among all my friends.
Should I really run away and ignore the people? .
Rather than to love and then be ignored by the people? ."
By: Avilon Joel

"Je comprend enfin ce proverbe , plus je te suis , plus tu me fuis .
Car pourquoi quand toujours je supporte et aime les projets de la plupart de mes amis.
Rares sont ceux qui aiment mes projets et me supportent parmi tous mes amis .
Faut t' il vraiment fuir et ignorer les gens ? .
Plutôt que d' aimer et ensuite se faire ignorer par les gens ? ."
By: Avilon Joel
...

Some things do never will learn, I am certain of it .

ENGLISH VERSION :
"Some things do never will learn, I am certain of it .
Sure that those who do not know the gratitude.
Will always disappoint you and will never change of attitude.
Because will always remain a rare quality , straightness.
Too much trust in others, will make that being betrayed will become a habit. "
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

FRENCH VERSION :
"Certaines choses ne s' apprendront jamais , j' en ai la certitude .
Certitude que les personnes ne connaissant pas la gratitude .
Vous décevront toujours et ne changeront jamais d' attitude .
Car restera toujours une qualité rare , la rectitude.
Trop de confiance dans les autres , fera que être trahi deviendra une habitude."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Some things do never will learn, I am certain of it .

ENGLISH VERSION :
"Some things do never will learn, I am certain of it .
Sure that those do not know the gratitude.
Will always disappoint you and will never change of attitude.
Because will always remain a rare quality , straightness.
Too much trust in others, will make that being betrayed will become a habit. "
BY : Avilon Joel 

FRENCH VERSION :
"Certaines choses ne s' apprendront jamais , j' en ai la certitude .
Certitude que les personnes ne connaissant pas la gratitude .
Vous décevront toujours et ne changeront jamais d' attitude .
Car restera toujours une qualité rare , la rectitude.
Trop de confiance dans les autres , fera que être trahi deviendra une habitude."
BY : Avilon Joel

Ce qui est a portée de vue , peut avec le temps devenir invisibles.

picplz_upload, a photo by magnifyk on Flickr.

"Beaucoup de gens ne se préoccupent pas de vous,lorsque vous êtes accessible.
Et sont surpris de ne plus pouvoir vous contacter,lorsque vous devenez inaccessible.
Ce qui est a portée de vue et visible,peut avec le temps devenir invisibles.
Montrez et supportez et dites aux gens lorsque vous les aimez .
Car personne ne sait ce que demain peut présager.
Ce que jamais on n' ose pas faire , il est souvent trop tard après pour le regretter ."
BY : Avilon Joel 


"Many peoples do not care about you when you are available.
And are surprised at not being able to contact you, when you become unattainable.
What is visible , may over time become invisible.
Show, support and tell to peoples when you love them.
Because nobody knows what tomorrow may presage
What ever we dare not do, it is often too late to regret it after. "
BY: Avilon Joel 

DON'T PLAY WITH THE FOOD SON

Those who let the hatred and envy blind them.

"Those who leave the hatred and intolerance blind them.
Will never glimpse the truth.
Even if in front of their doors, she came to struck.
Those who let the hatred and envy blind them.
Will never glimpse the truth.
Even if in front of their doors, she came to struck.
The envious are those who manipulate the most and are most manipulated.
As well as all those who by the envy and jealousy, let themselves be dominated.
Finally in this life, we are all pawns on a chessboard.
Some of eat, while the others are made eating."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Because many are the people making use of controversy.

"Hard when people, do not like you .
Only when you have problems.
And that you are pale.
Certain persons are complaining of false problems.
And discredits those with real problems.
Those who speak and fantasizing too much, and want to be the spokespersons and speakers.
Are often only impostors.
In the beautiful words, learn to be careful.
Because many are the people making use of controversy.
In order to decipher their real intentions.
Because no word has meaning without being followed by actions.
For their words to know the truth, you often need to translate the reverse.
Due to the bad experiences.
And by mistrust of appearances.
You get so paranoid.
That behind each incident.
We are looking for links in everything and we no longer believe in coincidences.
Because of appearances we learn to hide our suffering.
Because we understand that it is often unnecessary and redundant to continually sacrifice ourselves.
To always give everything for others, without receiving any gratitude in return. "
By: Avilon Joel Moustapha

As long as I would feel alone even surrounded with nobody I don't see my future.

"As long as I would feel alone even surrounded ,with nobody I don't see my future.
As long as I would feel alone even surrounded ,with nobody I don't see any chance of union .
Life is well made and some people will always be convicted of loneliness.
That being friendly and helpful, bring us only friendship.
The evidence is that the best friends have always the role of confidants.
While they would undoubtedly prefer to have the role of lovers.
As long as I would feel alone even surrounded with nobody I don't see my future."
BY : Avilon Joel  

FRENCH VERSION :

"Tant que je me sentirais seul même entouré, avec personnes je ne voie mon avenir.
Tant que je me sentirais seul même entouré,avec personnes je ne voie aucune chance de m' unir.
La vie est ainsi faites et certaines personnes a la solitude seront toujours condamnées. 
Que être gentils et dévoués, nous amènent seulement que de l' amitiés.
La preuve est que les meilleurs amis , ont toujours le rôle de confidents.
Alors que ils préfereraient sans aucun doute , avoir le rôle d' amants.
Tant que je me sentirais seul même entouré, avec personnes je ne voie mon avenir."
BY: Avilon Joel

“I would have liked that all human beings could be a united family."

“I would have liked that all human beings could be a united family.
Even though I know that is may be an utopia.
I prefer peace than conflict, I am not a fan of anything that is clannish.
I’ abhors any kind of conflict and I find them pathetic.
It is hard to have friends who are enemies with others friends.
I prefer being alone sometimes TO PREVENT that someone does intruding me in conflicts.”
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

All are not subject to the same equity.

"All are not subject to the same equity.
We can often noticed.
That quite often the opinions and the truth
Could frequently changed.
According to the person, the individual concerned.
That the same and only truth.
According to the person concerned.
Could differentiate.
that the one same truth.
according to the individual concerned.
Could diverge about the same truth and to object.
That is a fact that exists and persists since centuries and years.
That some might call the lack of sincerity.
Others the hypocrisy concealed.
But if we are not all equal before the knowledge and truth.
Forever and ever, equality will be that an chimera in disguise.
And this lack of sincerity.
Will always be an obstacle to the fellowship.
Because only the holders of the information and of the truths.
And knowing when to use them.
Always get wars are triggered."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Bitter words, such a blade can hurt us.

"The bitter words, such a blade can hurt us.
Whenever soft words, can appease us.
Those who do not know, or never take the time to listen.
Secretly, hearts can break up.
Or in their lives, alongside the right people can pass.
Some people love to be surrounded.
By people that they can be used and manipulated.
If they do not see in you no use.
They don 't will have time for you, nothing but disdain and of the enmities. "
BY: Joel Moustapha Avilon

If they truly love us they will come back to us , otherwise we have to respect their choices.

"Sometimes we can love and enjoy.
People that we sees slowly take distance themselves from us .
And move away from us .
If they truly love us they will come back to us .
Otherwise we have to respect their choices.
The main thing is to know that we love them .
And we don't have never done anything to hurt them.
Love or friendship, when from the beginning on the sincerity are not found.
Without real and sincere feelings and communication will be difficult to endure.
There will always be reasons behind the dissension.
The dissension always precedes a conclusion.
Whether it is a separation or a reconciliation.
If you love someone, "Do not be afraid to let that person leave.
If that person love you too, you will see it come back to you again.
Otherwise, we must try to forget about and we must to focus on our future."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Do not be afraid to do what you love.

"Do not be afraid to do what you love.
While that is sometimes hard not to feel encouragement and support.
Because that matter, that is what the history will record that you have leave. "
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

One day I will be far.

One day I will be far.
I will choose my own path, my own destiny.
A destination where of hypocrisy, I will no longer the witness.
Almost an agoraphobic, I dream to leave without making noise .
  We often say that the absence creates the lack.
But gradually my heart is sealed hermetically as well as a bank.
I would like to make me forget by all  one of these days and to find me a hiding place.
Because I carry too much sadness in my heart, on the appearance of clown.
Without even knowing if has  anyone , I' will miss? .
But to the happiness more than enough  never to be subscribed.
Very far away, one day I shall dream to leaving.
Rather than to live surrounded
But with the feeling of being so lonely sometimes , of being abandoned.
Finally gradually, facing the hope I am beginning to abdicate.
Sick and tired to all except via my poetry, to open my heart.
When those are rarely present when it is a question to help to contribute to my happiness.
I would dream to leave in a eden, to bury myself.
I would dream of a new beginning far away to flourish myself .
I would dream of a magnificent  hospitality earth .
Which might not necessarily be  an island.

Where people would be more sincerest and in the demonstration of their feelings,would be more tactile.
Where people would be less mythomaniacs, fake, hypocrites, less liars  and less talkative.
I shall dream of a piece of paradise, no similar to none hostile territory.
My loneliness pushes me to dream about this utopia.
Because except for the fact of no longer being alone forever, and to find one company in his life.
There is not no greater happiness to a solitary than the autarky.

BY: Avilon Joel Moustapha (30/11/2010) 

To love without ever admitting it

THERE is nothing worse than to love.
Without ever confess his love.
Sometimes in the interest of others, we have to know sacrificed us.
Even if later, by them we should be hating.
Living without love is not nothing.
But that comfort to know in his head and his heart.
That we has may be taken the right decision and doing good.
For my son, I will always  choose to be a benefactor.
Even if For this I should be alone, than to have my soul mate.
But knowing that I will live in dishonor.
From the other, I will always listen to their heart .
And will try to always put before my own my feelings , their happiness.
In love, even When we makes the right choices, it wallow.
We can often be dismissed in return.
When we hide and do not share her feelings in the best interests of the other.
Sometimes weak is the barrier between the love and the friendship.
And to break it could sometimes ruined everything.
Even if it is hard to say that may be ? .
With the right person, we are no doubt over.
Without having even if only have tried.
Even if we had to to be rejected or failed.
Love is filled with contradictions and complicated.
It is really hard to live in the shadow of someone without being able to uncover .
No better subtitut TO THE love than friendship.
Be satisfied to be his friend unable to love her /(him).
Never her feelings we must confess.
When we know not to be the best person qualified.
The most able to bring her /(him) happiness AND THE love.
Never the words,on actions will have the rule.

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

To love without ever admitting it

THERE is nothing worse than to love.
Without ever confess his love.
Sometimes in the interest of others, we have to know sacrificed us.
Even if later, by them we should be hating.
Living without love is not nothing.
But that comfort to know in his head and his heart.
That we has may be taken the right decision and doing good.
For my son, I will always  choose to be a benefactor.
Even if For this I should be alone, than to have my soul mate.
But knowing that I will live in dishonor.
From the other, I will always listen to their heart .
And will try to always put before own my feelings , their happiness.
In love, even When we makes the right choices, it wallow.
We can often be dismissed in return.
When we hide and do not share her feelings in the best interests of the other.
Sometimes weak is the barrier between the love and the friendship.
And to break it could sometimes ruined everything.
Even if it is hard to say that may be ? .
With the right person, we are no doubt over.
Without having even if only have tried.
Even if we had to to be rejected or failed.
Love is filled with contradictions and complicated.
It is really hard to live in the shadow of someone without being able to uncover .
No better subtitut TO THE love than friendship.
Be satisfied to be his friend unable to love her /(him).
Never her feelings we must confess.
When we know not to be the best person qualified.
The most able to bring her /(him) happiness AND THE love.
Never the words,on actions will have the rule.

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Strive too much to cultivate secret.

"Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Too many opportunities, we can miss.
Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Hard to receive help, when we are in danger.
Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Too many of our loved ones because of our secrets, we can lose and we see away from us .
Strive too much to cultivate secrets.
Our ideas by somebody else one day will receive fatherhood.
Before we could exploit them.
We can be discreet about our lives and cultivate the secret.
But too many secrets.
Sometimes move you away from your relatives and distort some of your projects.
Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Even for us in the long term, our own thoughts become encoded and secrets. "
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

The peoples in their lives, have narrowly escaped death.

"The peoples in their lives, have narrowly escaped death.
Have realized that having too much confidence in themselves or someone else could be wrong.
That we can sometimes get lost seeking reassurance.
That trust should require as many checks than a passport.
That in our lifetime, we can be present in all the memories.
But only after our death, we often part of prehistory. "
BY : Avilon Joel  

I find it ironic that sometimes people who say they love you.

"It is sometimes hard to find.
We are often surrounded.
By people who pretend, but by which we are not really loved.
Who often think that merely sought to use you.
And do not often seek from you.
Most of the time only benefit.
I find it ironic that sometimes people who say they love you.
Voluble in their words , but short on action when it is a question to support you.
Unfortunately, those who will one day be brought to beg and beg.
Will see and realize that in life, as only they themselves they can rely on.
In the lives of too many illusions, do not be lulled.
Because often in the morning, the harsh reality can be hard to take."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Hard to love.

FRENCH VERSION :

"Difficile d' aimer.

Quand on a du mal à s'aimer.

Même si dans nos cœurs, un immense trou béant à combler.

Difficile d' aimer.

Quand on a du mal à s'aimer.

En raison du manque de confiance aura toujours , celui qui est complexer.

Souvent ses sentiments, ils n'osent pas les avouer de peur qu'ils ne soient pas partagés.

Pourquoi en amour comme dans la vie, y a-t-il autant d'inégalités ? .

Pourquoi, comme dans les contes, on ne peut pas s'offrir les services d'une fée.

Pourquoi est-ce si dur, et parfois mortel, la pensée d'être rejeté.

Pourquoi on s'est souvent entiché.

Des gens que nous n'avons jamais voulus.

Difficile d' aimer.

Quand on ne peut pas s'aimer.

Comment aimer et être aimé des autres.

Quand on ne peut pas s'aimer soi-même."

Par : Avilon Joël

ENGLISH VERSION : 

"Hard to love.
When we find it hard to love ourselves.
Even if in our hearts, a huge gaping hole to fill.
Hard to love.
When we find it hard to love ourselves.
Because of lack of trust will have always , one that is complex.
Often his feelings they dare not confess for fear that they will not be shared.
Why in love as in life, there does it as much inequality ? .
Why, as in the tales, we can not provide the services of a fairy.
Why so hard, and sometimes deadly is the thought of being rejected.
Why we often have infatuated.
Of people who we never intended.
Hard to love.
When we can not love ourselves.
How to love and be loved by others.
When we can not love us ourselves."
BY : Avilon Joel 

Some people, when we give them too much importance.

"Some people, when we show them too much importance.
Become arrogant and smug.
Sometimes has to be too attentive, we only receive indifference.
If one of your friends when it is a question of friendships made in the accounting.
And feels absolutely essential.
Or believes that whatever you're indebted to him.
So these people are part of people in your life are ejection.
Because if that is it for them true friendship, that is really pathetic.
In life, never believe stronger, smarter, more beautiful than another.
Because the claim is the shortcut, by which we wallow. "
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

What is a sight, may over time become invisible.

‎"Many peoples do not care about you when you are available.
And are surprised at not being able to contact you, when you become unattainable.
What is a sight, may over time become invisible.
Show, support and tell to peoples when you love them.
Because nobody knows what tomorrow may presage"
BY : Avilon Joël Moustapha

Because of the intolerance and incomprehension.

"Because of the intolerance and incomprehension .
Peoples often choose to be what they are not.
Rather than being what they are.
What I can understand, this is not an accusation.
But too many peoples like to criticize without knowing.
And too many peoples like to ask to give lessons.
Without knowing the others, they insinuate on others peoples, defamations.
Unfortunately too many peoples live only for appearances.
Far too many peoples who do not like the quiet and prefer, criticism and agitation.
Without the intolerance and incomprehension.
Many of us would choose freely to be what they are.
Rather than being what they are not."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Remember that in services, we find the word vice

For everything in life, there is a price to pay.
Some shortcuts should be to avoid.
Sometimes we can lose a lot when on the contrary, we believe we have won.
The durable awards are hard to earn it.
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha
13/02/2007

Remember that in services, we find the word vice

For everything in life, there is a price to pay.
Some shortcuts should be to avoid.
Sometimes we can lose a lot when on the contrary, we believe we have won.
The durable awards are hard to earn it.
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha
13/02/2007

Sad condition than that of being mortal

"Once youth entered earlier in the workplace.
To help their parents.
Now it 's the parents who supports their children until after their majority .
We live in an era of increasingly difficulties.
Or in trouble, many relatives are unnecessary.
Consumer society where we would rather spend.
Rather than hoard.
A society of anxiety, making us all hypochondriacs.
Or we are all aware that we can now die without suffering from attacks.
Sad condition than that of being mortal.
Too many of our loved ones every day that God recall to him/her."
By: Avilon Joel 

Live alone and without love is what life offers us more rude.

"Loneliness has weighed on both the heart and the soul.
Being lonely is like being hit by the deadliest weapons.
How many have died and will die because of loneliness ?.
Alone without love and without heat, hard to not be delivered to the decay.
Live alone and without love is what life offers us more rude. "
BY: Avilon Joel Moustapha

For me the definition of a precursor.

For me the definition of a precursor.
Is the one who see things before the hour.
Misunderstood, rather than following others ,he / she follows her heart.
loneliness is his companion, his refuge, his home.
Only his confidence and faith in the other can be misleading him /her .
That is why loneliness is his only companion, his refuge, his home.
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

For me the definition of a precursor.

For me the definition of a precursor.
Is the one who see things before the hour.
Misunderstood, rather than following others ,he / she follows her heart.
loneliness is his companion, his refuge, his home.
Only his confidence and faith in the other can be misleading him /her .
That is why loneliness is his only companion, his refuge, his home.
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

When between his head and his heart, one must choose

Sometimes has want to conceptualize everything, intellectualize everything.
Prior to materialize.
Besides lots of good things, we can often miss.
Sometimes it 's good to know when to act and not wait.
And vice versa, it is never wise to act.
Without taking the time beforehand to gauge and reflect.
Because often on our actions, it 's sometimes difficult to reverse.
The human being must learn when between his head and his heart, he must choose.
BY: Avilon Joel Moustapha

Sometimes my heart bleeds

Misfortune and sadness are unfortunately all around the world.
Violence, ostracism, diseases, catastrophics flood us.
Life is short, and death can strike in the space of a second.
Hard to see all around us suffering.
Without being able to overcome or even be able to assist.
BY: Avilon Joel 

FRENCH VERSION :

"Le malheur et la tristesse sont malheureusement partout dans le monde entier.
La violence, l'ostracisme, les maladies, les catastrophes  nous inondent.
La vie est courte et la mort peut frapper dans l'espace d'une seconde.
Dure de  voir tout autour de nous la souffrance.
Sans être capable de les  surmonter ou même de pouvoir aider."
PAR : Avilon Joel

Plus we have contacts on the net and in the virtual world.

Plus, nous avons des contacts sur le net et dans le monde virtuel.
Et de moins en moins nous n'arrivions à garder des contacts dans le monde réel.
Certaines relations à longue distance sont plus éternelles.
Que des amis proches géographiquement qui jamais ne vous appellent.
By : Avilon Joel

ENGLISH VERSION :

Plus we have contacts on the net and in the virtual world.
And unless we manage to keep contacts in the real world.
Some long-distance relationships are more eternal.
Than geographically close friends who never call you.
BY : Avilon Joel 

For my son that I love.

"For my son that I love.
In this life, before you were born.
I feared that my mother only, and God and his power.
I never thought that having a child, one day I will have the chance.
And that even lonely, constantly close to my heart to feel your presence.
I 'd like that one day you understand.
Why as a father, I'm so clumsy.
But I love you more than anything, and my love for you will be lasting.
Father, I 've never had, only your grandfather could claim this right."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Thanks for my dearest sister Mush Betarmos Woolley for having made this so beautiful pictures for his nephew and me his brother and I'm also thankful to her for my twitter layout "magnifyk "
She had design all that nearly 4 years ago and I'm still love his work . Thank you so much sister .

Many people cross through our lives

"Many people cross through our lives.
But some people mark us better , and deserve the title of friends.
We can't never forget his true friends.
Like no one can also never forget his enemies.
Only leave sequelae, the unspoken.
Losing people that we love, without telling them.
Even if death is one of the few things on this earth that we predicted."
BY: Avilon Joel Moustapha

"Those who did had never supported you, can not claim to love you .

"Those who did had never supported you, can not claim to love you.
When an project you start.
And that only criticisms with no arguments you receive.
And that by your friends, no support is brought to you.
This allows you to know which ones are pretending to love you .
And that maybe on the right path, you are heading.
The real critics reasoned, will come only by those who are really love you.
Otherwise, with no reasonable arguments, to your dreams, you should never give up."

BY: Avilon Joel 

When we are lost and surrounded by darkness.

Kindness
is an anchor that allows us to find our way toward the light.
When we are lost and surrounded by darkness.
Were wrong those who despise kindness.

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Those who don’t speak too much, inspiring distrust.

Those who don’t speak too much, inspiring distrust.
Because they are the ones who watch more, everything with mistrust.
And those who can’t abuse the trust.
– BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Never want to pretend to be what you are not.

Never want to pretend to be what you are not.
Because there is no illusion, which does not dissipate.
No mirage, that point is not dispersed.
At least to have as some stars.
Some influential and talented staff and press officers.
That will hide and conceal your weaknesses.
But sooner or later the truth will always surfaces again.
– BY: Joel Moustapha Avilon

The human being is often thankless.

There comes a time in life where we should think about ourself
that we must be our own queen and our own king.
Because sometimes one day all our friends build their own lives.
And for all those for which we cares are often forget us .
Because in times of joy and happiness.
The man is often thankless.
And he remembers his friends only just during his misfortunes.

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Sometimes we must be silent

The one who never said.
Might never be betrayed.
Most often silence is the best of friends.
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

LOSE SOMEONE

Lose someone.
Is not something trivial.
From immemorial time , the human being.
Is an eternal suscriber to sorrow.
For each individual, suffering is part of fate.
Life, always a big fight without end.
Death, a future more than certain.
We can never presage the next day.
Never stop sufferings.
Never of the emotional ,end the deficiencies.
Hard is the loss of others, sometimes causing dementia.
The human being is too mortal .
Our expectations of life are just too brittle.
Following the example of our societies and our economies weak and unstable.
Losing somebody hurts.
Pain goes beyond the tear.
A pain so intense that almost palpable.
An endless injury.
That is what is the hardest.
When we lose someone.

By : Avilon Joel 

All opportunities are not a good grasp.

"In life, you may be tempted by many opportunities.
But don't choose the easy road.
Because it will always be distorted.
Choose the path of honesty.
Because some opportunities may undermine your integrity and your longevity."

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

sometimes just a simple little act could make our own happiness.

That sometimes just a simple little act could make our own happiness.
And in times of trouble and sorrow.
A simple word to comfort, has enough to warm our hearts.
That to fall prey to the sadness was often to fall prey to psychosomatics.
Lonely, I try to fight against my nosophobia.
To heal my heart and my mind, there are no dispensaries.
To overcome my loneliness, many poems I have written.

BY : Avilon Joel moustapha

When will end the stigma and intolerance on this planet.

"Racism always takes different forms, but unfortunately it 's not never stops.
Because of the color, wealth, religion, sexual preference .
The human being will always find a pretext to harm his brothers and sisters.
Everyone accuses everyone of not being tolerant, while no one is really forgiving on this planet.
I hope that all forms of ostracism and intolerance will end one day on this planet.".
By : Avilon Joel Moustapha

When will end the stigma and intolerance on this planet.

"Racism always takes different forms, but unfortunately it 's not never stops.
Because of the color, wealth, religion, sexual preference .
The human being will always find a pretext to harm his brothers and sisters.
Everyone accuses everyone of not being tolerant, while no one is really forgiving on this planet.
I hope that all forms of ostracism and intolerance will end one day on this planet.".
By : Avilon Joel Moustapha

judge without knowing

I never understand those who allow themselves to judge others
without really knowing them, I don't think it's correct.
The real strength lies in understanding and respect.
And in the incomprehension and intolerance is the true weakness.
Often behind the exuberance hides a lot of sadness.

BY : Avilon Joel  

L' envie, ce sentiment qui ronge

Depuis l'aube de l' humanité .
L'homme de ce qu' il possède , ne peut se contenter .
L'homme malheureusement .
Ne peut jamais s' empêcher d' envier .
Ce que l' autre a , il veut posseder .
Par peur de ceux qui nous envient ,il faut malheureusement se mefier .
Ses biens , et réussites , il ne faut jamais ostenter .
La jalousie force parfois a la clandestinité.
Car malheureusement souvent impossible de briller .
Sans être bien entouré et encadré et bien proteger .
Combien de maux , de problèmes , de guerres engendrer .
Juste parce que des hommes n' ont pu s' empêcher .
Ce qui appartenaient a d' autres , de convoiter .
Personne , nous devrions jamais envier .
Ses biens , son destin ,sa vie , on se doit de forger .
Etre ambitieux , ne veut pas dire jalouser .
Mais travailler dur , et malgré tout vouloir essayer .
De se donner les outils pour progresser , pour avancer .
Des autres de s' inspirer , plutôt que les envier ou de les jalouser.
Ne jamais avoir dans son esprit , la notion de posseder .
Car dans la vie , rien n' arrive sans efforts et tout doit se mériter .
Il n' existera jamais aucune noblesse dans le fait d' envier .
La jalousie mène toujours les envieux a leurs perte.
Aucune trahisons ou mensonges qui un jour , ne soient pas découvertes .
Dans cette vie , nul n' est immortel .
On devra tous un jour , chacun répondre a un appel .
La vie est courte et mérite que l' on se focalise sur l' essentiel .
Il est préférable de passer sa vie a aimer .
Que de passer sa vie a detester et a envier .
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha (16/01/2005 )

L' envie, ce sentiment qui ronge

Depuis l'aube de l' humanité .
L'homme de ce qu' il possède , ne peut se contenter .
L'homme malheureusement .
Ne peut jamais s' empêcher d' envier .
Ce que l' autre a , il veut posseder .
Par peur de ceux qui nous envient ,il faut malheureusement se mefier .
Ses biens , et réussites , il ne faut jamais ostenter .
La jalousie force parfois a la clandestinité.
Car malheureusement souvent impossible de briller .
Sans être bien entouré et encadré et bien proteger .
Combien de maux , de problèmes , de guerres engendrer .
Juste parce que des hommes n' ont pu s' empêcher .
Ce qui appartenaient a d' autres , de convoiter .
Personne , nous devrions jamais envier .
Ses biens , son destin ,sa vie , on se doit de forger .
Etre ambitieux , ne veut pas dire jalouser .
Mais travailler dur , et malgré tout vouloir essayer .
De se donner les outils pour progresser , pour avancer .
Des autres de s' inspirer , plutôt que les envier ou de les jalouser.
Ne jamais avoir dans son esprit , la notion de posseder .
Car dans la vie , rien n' arrive sans efforts et tout doit se mériter .
Il n' existera jamais aucune noblesse dans le fait d' envier .
La jalousie mène toujours les envieux a leurs perte.
Aucune trahisons ou mensonges qui un jour , ne soient pas découvertes .
Dans cette vie , nul n' est immortel .
On devra tous un jour , chacun répondre a un appel .
La vie est courte et mérite que l' on se focalise sur l' essentiel .
Il est préférable de passer sa vie a aimer .
Que de passer sa vie a detester et a envier .
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha (16/01/2005 )

Certains confondent gentilesse avec faiblesse .

Certains ne voient la vie .
Qu' en blanc ou qu' en noir , alors que moi je l' ai toujours vu gris .
Pour eux , soit l' on est trop gentil et l' on est faible .
Soit l' on est dur et l' on est fort .
Alors que l' on peut être gentil et fort .
Même si souvent la société veut que les gentils ai souvent tort .
Beaucoup prennent la gentillesse .
Pour de la faiblesse .
Alors qu' elle est la plus puissantes des armes et la récompenses des justes et des guerriers .
Car qui ne rêverait pas dans son enfance pouvoir retourner ? .
Qui n' aimerait pas son innocence retrouver ? .
La gentillesse est la plus puissantes des richesses .
Une puissances ,plus fortes que les médias et presses .
Pourtant en 2011 , j' en ai assez que l' on continue a confondre gentillesse .
Avec faiblesse .
Car donner sans recevoir en retour fait mal .
Désormais , je radierais de mon vocabulaire le mot services.
Qui rime avec malice , supplice et tous les vices .
Car semblerai t' il que pour réussir ,l' on se doit de devenir quelqu'un de vénal .
Devrais je continuer a laisser les gens abuser de ma gentillesse, sans rétributions ? .
Fini aux autres de me dévouer , mon fils ma plus grande motivations .
Dendera et lui occupent toutes mes pensées et toutes mes oraisons
Pour eux , je rêverai d' êtres le meilleur des parangons .
Désormais , je n' accepterai plus que l' on prenne ma gentillesse .
Pour de la faiblesse .
Peu comprennent que pour les anciens guerriers.
La gentillesse et la paix sont les seuls lieux ou ils aimeraient se refugier.
C' est cette héritage que j' aimerai a mon fils et dendera un jour leguer .
Quand la mort décidera de m' emporter .
Parce que beaucoup prennent ma gentillesse .
Pour de la faiblesse .
Désormais , j' essaierai d' être plus cartésien .
D' apprendre a être moins irrationel pour mon propre bien .
Car même le romantisme est mort, 6 ans que j' attend l' amour en vain .
Et aucunes demoiselles , même indépendante de cette époque .
Ne se contenterai d'un homme même gentil , n' ayant a lui offrir que du toque .
L' on ne vit plus d' amours et de fleurs .
Car désormais seul l' argent et le matériel contribuent au bonheur .
Preuve est que beaucoup d' amis dans le besoin , l' on ne sait jamais trouver .
Mais eux ne savent que trop bien lorsqu'il en ont besoin , vous trouver .
Lorsque tous a coup a coup vous reussissez et briller .
Désormais , je ne laisserai plus quiconque prendre ma gentillesse .
Et l' assimiller a de la faiblesse .
Ne me laisserai plus séduire par des belles paroles et des fausses promesses .
Seul par leur soutien et les actes , je jugerai les gens et de leurs coeurs, la noblesse .
Car il arrive un moment dans sa vie .
Ou l' on doit penser a soi .
Que l' on doit être sa propre reine , son propre roi .
Car arrive un jour , nos amis se construisent leurs propres vies .
Et que tous ceux pour qui l' on se préoccupe , souvent nous oublient.
Car en période de liesses et de bonheur .
L'homme reste souvent ingrat .
Et ne se rappellent des ses amis que pendant ses malheurs .
Pour 2011 , voici une de mes résolutions .
Même si le coeur a ses raisons .
Plus qu' assez d' avoir par les paroles , des amis par millions .
Mais que rares sont ceux présent pour supporter , lorsqu'il s' agit d' actions .
Parce que je ne considère pas la gentillese .
Comme de la faiblesse .
J' aurai toujours pour les gens et mes proches de l' affection .
Mais désormais , je me laisserai moins dominer par mes émotions .
Dans ma liste d' amis , envisager des diminutions .
De ceux qui prendront ma gentillesse pour de la faiblesse .

BY : Avilon joel  ( 12/01/2011 )

Premières introspections pour 2011

2011 , nouvelle année , nouvelle résolutions .
Pour commencer , je me ferais rebaptiser le " taciturne" .
Je donnerais moins ma confiance , et aux autres je m' ouvrirai moins .
Hormis a travers mes poésies nocturnes .
Même si un de mes plus grands souhaits est d' aspirer a avoir une vie diurne .
Calme et souvent solitaire .
Je ne suis guère dans l' immixtion .
Honnête et droit , je ne suis guère dans les conjurations .
Avant j' écoutais plus mon coeur , et était plus empathiques et plus intuitifs .
Désormais en 2011 , j' essaierai d' être plus discursifs .
J' essaierai d'être plus maître de mes émotions .
Et de ne plus faire trop de cadeaux dans mes tractations .
Quand certains pensent a gagner gros a court termes .
Moi , je préfère même gagner peu , mais a longs termes .
Physique de barracuda , mais aimant les plans sans accros comme hannibal .
Evitant de m' engager désormais dans tout ce qui risquerait de m' être fatale .
Comme hannibal désormais , j' anticiperai les impondérables , les risques .
Planifierai et gérerai mes projets tel un directeur artistique .
En n' ayant que faire des haineux et de tous ceux qui bisques .
Ce monde nous force a devenir procedurier .
Car sans écrit et contrats , rares sont les accords honorer .
Beaucoup parlent , mais rarement les actes suivent les paroles .
Les preuves écrites , restent pour le mensonge , l' équivalent de l' antivol .
Face a beaucoup de paroles donné et peu d' actes .
L' on se doit de devenir autodidactes .
Face au nombreuses trahisons .
De chacunes de nos erreurs , il faut en tirer les leçons .
Ne jamais vouloir prétendre être ce que l' on est pas .
Car il n' est nul illusion ,qui ne se dissipe pas .
Aucun mirage , qui point ne se disperse .
A moins d' avoir comme certaines stars .
D' influents et talentueux agents et attachés de presses .
Qui sauront masquer et occulter vos faiblesses .
Mais tôt ou tard la vérité refait toujours surface .
En 2011 , je continuerai de toujours rester fidèle a moi même et a mes principes .
Et jamais , je n' aurai honte de me regarder dans une glace .
Mes idées et personne , je n' ai jamais trahi .
Même sous la pression ,personnes dans ma vie , je n' ai jamais trahi .
A tous ceux qui au cours de l' année .
A tous ceux que j' ai vu changé .
Sachez que point , vous ne m' avez abusé .
La nouvelle année verra surgir un nouveau moi sans pitié .
Envers tous ceux qui ne chercheront de moi qu' a profité .
Tous ceux ne se rappellant de moi a leurs bons souvenirs , que par interêt.
Souvent aussi , plus qu'assez des dialogues de sourds .
Ou l' on parle a quelqu'un , mais pour s' entendre répondre autre chose hors contexte en retour.
Car certains ne s' intéressent qu'a eux mêmes , et nullement a ce qui les entoures .
Sans communication possible , jamais ne perdurent l' amitié et l' amour .
Qu' importe dans nôtre vie , nôtre passée , nôtre départ .
L' on peut toujours avec le temps rattraper son retard .

BY : Avilon Joel moustapha ( 04 /01/2011 )