If they truly love us they will come back to us , otherwise we have to respect their choices.

"Sometimes we can love and enjoy.
People that we sees slowly take distance themselves from us .
And move away from us .
If they truly love us they will come back to us .
Otherwise we have to respect their choices.
The main thing is to know that we love them .
And we don't have never done anything to hurt them.
Love or friendship, when from the beginning on the sincerity are not found.
Without real and sincere feelings and communication will be difficult to endure.
There will always be reasons behind the dissension.
The dissension always precedes a conclusion.
Whether it is a separation or a reconciliation.
If you love someone, "Do not be afraid to let that person leave.
If that person love you too, you will see it come back to you again.
Otherwise, we must try to forget about and we must to focus on our future."
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Do not be afraid to do what you love.

"Do not be afraid to do what you love.
While that is sometimes hard not to feel encouragement and support.
Because that matter, that is what the history will record that you have leave. "
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

One day I will be far.

One day I will be far.
I will choose my own path, my own destiny.
A destination where of hypocrisy, I will no longer the witness.
Almost an agoraphobic, I dream to leave without making noise .
  We often say that the absence creates the lack.
But gradually my heart is sealed hermetically as well as a bank.
I would like to make me forget by all  one of these days and to find me a hiding place.
Because I carry too much sadness in my heart, on the appearance of clown.
Without even knowing if has  anyone , I' will miss? .
But to the happiness more than enough  never to be subscribed.
Very far away, one day I shall dream to leaving.
Rather than to live surrounded
But with the feeling of being so lonely sometimes , of being abandoned.
Finally gradually, facing the hope I am beginning to abdicate.
Sick and tired to all except via my poetry, to open my heart.
When those are rarely present when it is a question to help to contribute to my happiness.
I would dream to leave in a eden, to bury myself.
I would dream of a new beginning far away to flourish myself .
I would dream of a magnificent  hospitality earth .
Which might not necessarily be  an island.

Where people would be more sincerest and in the demonstration of their feelings,would be more tactile.
Where people would be less mythomaniacs, fake, hypocrites, less liars  and less talkative.
I shall dream of a piece of paradise, no similar to none hostile territory.
My loneliness pushes me to dream about this utopia.
Because except for the fact of no longer being alone forever, and to find one company in his life.
There is not no greater happiness to a solitary than the autarky.

BY: Avilon Joel Moustapha (30/11/2010) 

To love without ever admitting it

THERE is nothing worse than to love.
Without ever confess his love.
Sometimes in the interest of others, we have to know sacrificed us.
Even if later, by them we should be hating.
Living without love is not nothing.
But that comfort to know in his head and his heart.
That we has may be taken the right decision and doing good.
For my son, I will always  choose to be a benefactor.
Even if For this I should be alone, than to have my soul mate.
But knowing that I will live in dishonor.
From the other, I will always listen to their heart .
And will try to always put before my own my feelings , their happiness.
In love, even When we makes the right choices, it wallow.
We can often be dismissed in return.
When we hide and do not share her feelings in the best interests of the other.
Sometimes weak is the barrier between the love and the friendship.
And to break it could sometimes ruined everything.
Even if it is hard to say that may be ? .
With the right person, we are no doubt over.
Without having even if only have tried.
Even if we had to to be rejected or failed.
Love is filled with contradictions and complicated.
It is really hard to live in the shadow of someone without being able to uncover .
No better subtitut TO THE love than friendship.
Be satisfied to be his friend unable to love her /(him).
Never her feelings we must confess.
When we know not to be the best person qualified.
The most able to bring her /(him) happiness AND THE love.
Never the words,on actions will have the rule.

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

To love without ever admitting it

THERE is nothing worse than to love.
Without ever confess his love.
Sometimes in the interest of others, we have to know sacrificed us.
Even if later, by them we should be hating.
Living without love is not nothing.
But that comfort to know in his head and his heart.
That we has may be taken the right decision and doing good.
For my son, I will always  choose to be a benefactor.
Even if For this I should be alone, than to have my soul mate.
But knowing that I will live in dishonor.
From the other, I will always listen to their heart .
And will try to always put before own my feelings , their happiness.
In love, even When we makes the right choices, it wallow.
We can often be dismissed in return.
When we hide and do not share her feelings in the best interests of the other.
Sometimes weak is the barrier between the love and the friendship.
And to break it could sometimes ruined everything.
Even if it is hard to say that may be ? .
With the right person, we are no doubt over.
Without having even if only have tried.
Even if we had to to be rejected or failed.
Love is filled with contradictions and complicated.
It is really hard to live in the shadow of someone without being able to uncover .
No better subtitut TO THE love than friendship.
Be satisfied to be his friend unable to love her /(him).
Never her feelings we must confess.
When we know not to be the best person qualified.
The most able to bring her /(him) happiness AND THE love.
Never the words,on actions will have the rule.

BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha

Strive too much to cultivate secret.

"Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Too many opportunities, we can miss.
Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Hard to receive help, when we are in danger.
Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Too many of our loved ones because of our secrets, we can lose and we see away from us .
Strive too much to cultivate secrets.
Our ideas by somebody else one day will receive fatherhood.
Before we could exploit them.
We can be discreet about our lives and cultivate the secret.
But too many secrets.
Sometimes move you away from your relatives and distort some of your projects.
Strive too much to cultivate secret.
Even for us in the long term, our own thoughts become encoded and secrets. "
BY : Avilon Joel Moustapha